I know I don't post as regularly as I once did. To be honest, I'm not sure what to post about lately. When I started this blog I was mainly looking for a place to voice my thoughts about my (non)relationship with P and to figure out why even with a successful career, good friends, and nice home I was lonely and sad more often than not. For a person who grew up in a household where words like depression were bandied about on a day to day basis, it was ironically difficult for me to realize that maybe I might have a touch of it myself. Not me!
Many things have changed for me this past year. Most significantly, I'm happy with where my life is. This honestly has not much to do with P, which I'm happy to say makes me optimistic about where I am and, more importantly, where I'm going. It only took me 29 years to learn to be happy with myself, regardless of the man in (or not in) my life.
Of course, the man in my life makes me very happy also! Although sometimes I still like to dwell on things, for the most part we've been moving ahead happily since the spring. I've taken him to meet my family (which is HUGE to me) and next month I'll meet his. We're planning a road trip next year to celebrate my 30th birthday and he's asked me to move in with him in a year, after his current lease ends and he's had a chance to get his finances in order.
I'm not sure what this all means for my little blog here. I think I'm going to be changing things up here in the next month or so, though, so stay tuned.